Zukurin

A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn’t even know
Now there’s a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

I’ll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what’s at stake
I know that I’ve let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I’ll keep us together whatever it takes

She said "If we’re gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don’t hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it’s the way it’s gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"

I’ll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what’s at stake
I know that I’ve let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I’ll keep us together, I know you deserve much better

But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I’d be lost without you and never find myself
Let’s hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over

I’ll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what’s at stake
I know I’ve let you down
And if you give me a chance
and believe that I can change
I’ll keep us together whatever it takes

If shame had a face I think it would kind of look like mine
If it had a home would it be my eyes
Would you believe me if I said I am tired of this
Well here we go one more time

I tried to climb your steps
I tried to chase you down
I tried to see how low I could get down to the ground
I tried to earn my way
I tried to change this mind
You better believe that I tried to beat this

So when will this end
It goes on and on
And over and over and over again
Keep spinning around I know that it wont stop
Till I step down from this for good

I never thought Id end up here
I never thought Id be standing where I am
I guess I kind of thought it would be easier than this
I guess I was wrong now one more time
Cause I tried to climb your steps
I tried to chase you down
I tried to see how low I could get down to the ground
I tried to earn my way
I tried to change this mind
You better believe that I tried to beat this,

So when will this end
It goes on and on
And over and over and over again
Keep spinning around I know that it wont stop
Till I step down from this

Sick cycle carousel, this is a sick cycle, yeah
Sick cycle carousel
This is a sick cycle yeah

So when will this end
It goes on and on
And over and over and over again
Keep spinning around I know that it wont stop
Till I step down from this for good
When will this end
It goes on and on
And over and over and over again
Keep spinning around I know that it wont stop
Till I step down from this for good

Sick cycle carousel

This is a rap composition of my nephew Joey for his mommy Joyce..

Aking mama sana kahit sa munti kong kanta

buong pagmamahal ko sana ay iyong madama

buong talento at ang oras ay ibubuhos ko

para sayo aking ina ito ay alay sa iyo.

Pag aalaga, kalinga magmula nung sanggol

sa pagkalma, pag ugoy sa tuwing humahagulgol

sa pag panatag mo kapag ako’y puno ng takot

at sa iyong yapos sa tuwing ako’y binabangungot.

Maikli man ang panahon na tayo’y nagkasama

at iniwanan mo noong ako’y tatlong taon pa

di kailanman ako sayo nag tanim ng poot

sya nga pala salamat sa mga damit kong suot.

Sa pag alala, kahit pa nga ito’y madalang

kahit na anim na taong kulang aking magulang

Ma, kailanman di nagawa na ika’y kalimutan

heto ang bilin ko sayo sarili’y pag ingatan.

Chorus:

You could give me wings to fly, and catch me if i fall

pull the stars down from the sky, so i could wish on them all

oh i could’nt ask for more, coz your love is the greatest gift of all

Marami man kayong naging alitang dalawa ni papa

at hindi rin nagtagal ang inyong pagsasama

ay pasalamat rin akong lumaki ng maayos

kahit na sa isang buong pamilya ay kinakapos.

At ako’y lumaki man na magkahiwalay

kinailangan kong bumagon sa sarili kong kamay

araw araw ang panaginip ko sa aking pag himlay

tayong dalawa ay magkasama’t hawak ang iyong kamay.

Libo-libong milya man ang agwat sa isa’t isa

di lumipas ang mga araw ng ika’y di naalala

araw-araw naka antabay sa tapat ng telepono

umaasang sana’y marinig man lang ang tinig mo.

Ilang taong wala ka sa aking kaarawan

at may ilang taon na rin na dahil dito ay nasasaktan

nag marcha nung elementarya na ika’y di kasama

hindi pa rin mawawala pag mamahal sa aking ina.

Chorus:

You could give me wings to fly, and catch me if i fall

pull the stars down from the sky, so i could wish on them all

oh i could’nt ask for more, coz your love is the greatest gift of all

Bihira mang magkausap sadyang pipilitin ko

maparating ko lang sayo ang mumunting mensahe ko

sa hindi mahalaga mga bagay na materyal

sapat na sa akin makasama kahit di matagal.

At makapiling, panatag at ako’y kuntento na

mabalitaan na maayos ka at laging masaya

sa mga oras na ika’y napupuno ng pangamba

ay maari mo akong lapitan o aking ina.

Hindi ako humuhiling ng ano man mula sa yo

hiling ko lang kahit na minsan lang ay matawagan mo

upang malamn ko naman kung ayos ang iyong lagay

sa iyong pagbabalik asahan mo ako’y maghihintay.

Kahit gaano katagal para lang makapiling ka

kahit isang sulyap lang sa skin ay ako’y kontento na

walang makakapantay pa sadyang minamahal

inaalay ko sayo ang awit ko aking ina.

1. The more, the manyer
2. The sky’s the langit
3. Don’t touch me not
4. Give him the benefit of the daw.
5. To err is human, to errs is humans
6. When the cat is away, the mouse is alone
7. You, you, you, the both of you three
8. Its hard to face the problem if the problem is your face.
9. My answers have been prayered
10. It’s as brand as new
11. You’re barking at the wrong dog
12. Guys, let’s call it tonight!
13. When it rains… it’s four!
14. Burn the bridge when you get there!
15. You want to have your cake and bake it too!
16. Every cloud has a silver lightning!
17. Hello, McDo?  Magkano ang Kidney Meal?!!!
18. When it rains…it poors!
19. Jokes are…(nag-isip nang matagal)…half true???
20. Birds of the same feather are together
21. Been there, been that
22. I’m a one-man girl
23. I couldn’t care a damn!
24. What’s your next class before this?
25. Nothing in this world is perfect except the word "change."
26. Can you repeat that for the second time around once more from the top?
27. My dad brought home a lot of hand-me-downs
28. I’m very iterated!!!
29. I’m sorry, my boss just passed away.
30. Hello, my boss is out of town. Would you like to wait?
31. What happened after the erection of Mayon Volcano?
32. Hello?… For a while, please hang yourself…
33. Its spilled milk under the bridge.
34. Don’t change anything! Keep it at ease.
35. You!!! You’re not a boy anymore! You’re a man anymore!
36. Out of fit ako these days eh…
37. Come, lets join us!
38. Bring down the house down!
39. I’m the world champion of the World!!!

My nose is bleeding.. Heeeeeelp!!!! Bwahahaha

If I speak in the tongues of men and angels, but have not love,
I have become sounding brass or a tinkling symbol. 

And if I have prophecy and know all mysteries and all knowledge,
and if I have all faith so as to remove mountains,
but have not love, I am nothing. 

And if I dole out all my goods, and
if I deliver my body that I may boast
but have not love, nothing I am profited.

Love is long suffering,
love is kind,
it is not jealous,
love does not boast,
it is not inflated.

It is not discourteous,
it is not selfish,
it is not irritable,
it does not enumerate the evil.

It does not rejoice over the wrong, but rejoices in the truth 
It covers all things,
it has faith for all things,
it hopes in all things,
it endures in all things.

Love never falls in ruins;
but whether prophecies, they will be abolished; or
tongues, they will cease; or
knowledge, it will be superseded.

For we know in part and we prophecy in part.

But when the perfect comes, the imperfect will be superseded.   

When I was an infant,
I spoke as an infant,
I reckoned as an infant;

when I became [an adult],
I abolished the things of the infant. 

For now we see through a mirror in an enigma, but then face to face. Now I know in part, but then I shall know as also I was fully known. 

But now remains
faith, hope, love,

these three;

but the greatest of these is love.

I can’t take all the blame, now can I
It takes more than one to lose such a fine line
That lies between, that holds together
I’ll turn the night to turn the tide, oh! …

Chorus:
And I’m, findin’ out the hard way
It’s gonna take some tears
A little bit of heartache
We’re like islands in the stream
Watchin’ all our dreams start to fade
Fadin’ away …

A moment gone is gone forever
It’s like water through your hands
And you go spin the wheel of misfortune
Watchin’ in turn, with livin’ you learn
And oh!
(Repeat chorus)

Bridge:
I keep reachin’ out
I’ve come up empty handed
And then I let you down
But then I leave you stranded
(Repeat chorus)
Adlib:

And I’m, findin’ out the hard way
It’s gonna take some tears
A little bit of heartache
We’re like islands in the stream
Watchin’ all our dreams
Start to fade, fade away …
(Repeat chorus)

Start to fade, fade away
Start to fade, fade away

Tell me how I’m supposed 2 breathe with no air?

[Jordin Sparks:]
If I should die before I wake
It’s cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Oh

[Chris Brown:]
I’m here alone didn’t wanna leave
My heart won’t move it’s incomplete
If there was a way that I could make you understand

[Hook: Jordin Sparks]
But how do you expect me to live alone with just me? cause my world revolves around you it’s so hard for me to breathe

[Chrous: Jordin Sparks & Chris Brown]
Tell me how I’m supposed to breathe with no air?
Can’t live, can’t breathe with no air
It’s how I feel whenever you ain’t there
It’s no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon breathe without me?
[No Air Lyrics on
If you ain’t here I just can’t breathe
It’s no air, no air

No air, air [x4]

[Chris Brown:]
I walk, I ran, I jump, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
WIth no gravity to hold me down forreal

[Jordin Sparks:]
But somehow I’m still alive inside
You took my breathe but I survived
I don’t how but I don’t even care

[Hook: Jordin Sparks & Chris Brown]
So how do you expect me to live alone with just me? cause my world revolves around you it’s so hard for me to breathe

[Chrous: Jordin Sparks & Chris Brown]
[ No Air song text brought to you by LyricsYouLove ]
Tell me how I’m supposed 2 breathe with no air?
Can’t live, can’t breathe with no air
It’s how I feel whenever you ain’t there
It’s no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon breathe without me?
If you ain’t here I just can’t breathe
It’s no air, no air

No air, air [x4]
No more
It’s no air, no air

[Jordin Sparks & Chris Brown:] OH

[Chrous: Jordin Sparks&Chris Brown]
Tell me how I’m supposed 2 breathe with no air?
Can’t live, can’t breathe with no air
It’s how I feel whenever you ain’t there
It’s no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon breathe without me?
If you ain’t here I just can’t breathe
It’s no air, no air

No air, no air [x4]
[faded]
So how do you expect me to live alone with just me? cause my world revolves around you it’s so hard for me to breathe

Tell me how I’m supposed 2 breathe with no air?
Can’t live, can’t breathe with no air
It’s how I feel whenever you ain’t there
It’s no air, no air

[Jordin Sparks:] Got me out here in the water so deep
[Chris Brown:] Tell me how you gon breathe without me?
[Jordin Sparks:] If you ain’t here I just can’t breathe
[Jordin Sparks & Chris Brown:] It’s no air, no air

No air, air [x3]

No air

It’s been the longest winter without you
I didn’t know where to turn to
See somehow I can’t forget you
After all that we’ve been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who’s there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn’t know
If you didn’t notice you mean everything
Quickly I’m learning to love again
All I know is I’m gon’ be ok

Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
It’ll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to
It’ll all get better in time

I couldn’t turn on the TV
Without something there to remaind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I’m dreaming don’t wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that’s the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn’t notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I’m learning to love again
All I know is I’m gon’ be ok

Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
It’ll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to
It’ll all get better in time

Since there’s no more you and me
It’s time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I’ll be fine without you
Yes I will

Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
It’ll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to
It’ll all get better in time

Happy Mother’s Day In Heaven

by Pernell R. Rodocker

Who can tell me how I feel? Who can tell me what is real?
No one knows my loss or pain. How I hurt, my tears like rain.
I was the one who held her hand, her life slipping away like sand.
Yet, I had to be so strong, and help the others to get along.
No one knew the pain I felt, the sorrowed blow that death had dealt.
The sun quit shining for me that day. My heart was dark,
I lost my way. The one, who bore and nurtured me,
kissed away my pains you see.

The pains that I had endured then, to them she could no longer tend.
Oh, my mother I cry for you, to come and make me all better.
I wish to you this I could send, my heart with in this letter.
The pain it caught up with me one day,
I cried and cried, with nothing to say.
My loved one held me knowing not what to do,
Rocking and talking and humming me through.
I wept and I wept till I could no more. I felt empty of life and
weak to the core. I struggled to make my life go forward;
I had no goals nothing to look toward.

My life went on for me you see, because of what God means to me.
He told me of the pains He had, to let His son go made Him sad.
He said I would again see my mother, to trust in Him and no other.
My sorrows and pains will forever be mine;
With His love and peace in my heart I’ll be fine.
I don’t know the pain that you felt,
Nor the blow of death your mother was dealt.
I only know that on went my life,
And God is the one that helps with my strife.
So when I remember each Mother’s Day,
I’ll see her again, that’s what God did say.
Boy, I can hardly wait?

Happy Mother’s Day Mommy!!! I love and miss you very much.. (The picture above was the last I’ve taken few days before she passed away last January)